And the Days Go On...
If you read my last email, you probably
remember me talking about that lady Elder Shelley and I were led to named Liz.
The one who looked like she would be baptized, the lady who seemed
to be more then ready to receive us? Well the bad news is
she hasn't. The day of her appointment she told us that she couldn't make it
but she would meet us at the church for a lesson a couple hours later. She
didn't, and we haven't heard from her since. You can imagine by now
that our companionship is frustrated beyond all measure.
Well, we are disappointed (not discouraged) but this is what
happens when you serve a mission. You hope to find people who are ready, but
more often then not, no matter how solid they appear, they will not make it to the
water dressed in white while you are in the area. So once
again, we're back to a teaching pool that has only one person in it, Ian. His thoughts about
God's existence seem to really be coming along now! We set a date for September
23rd which will give him plenty of time to prepare. He believes that
he can't regard the entire Joseph Smith story "made up" because no
one in their right mind would lie about what he saw and what he did and die for it if
it was a lie.
This past Friday Elder Tolman and I went on an exchange with
our beloved district leader, Elder McCown. We decided to go on a bit of an
adventure into the roughest patch of Surrey during the evening. We talked to a
lot of people, many of them homeless. I talked to this one older guy named
Theodore who asked us if we were Mormons. When we replied yes he said that he
was interested in a Book of Mormon. We had a great discussion and I gave him
one to read. He told us that we could come by the shelter where he was staying
the next morning. When we went to the front desk the lady said that
there was nobody named Theodore living there. Oh well, who knows where that
book will take him?
After we left the sketch zone we talked to another guy named
Joshua who is down to meet with us this Tuesday at the church. He's interested
in the Book of Mormon as well and says he is on a search for the truth about
God.
Elder Johnson of the quorum of
the seventy came to town to hold a conference this past Saturday afternoon
about missionary work. He asked the question "what makes it
so hard for us to share the gospel with our friends and families?" People
were opened to answer questions during the meeting. One of the
sister missionaries serving in our ward stood up and explained that all members
of the church has what she calls "FOM" or "fear of
man" as she put it. We're afraid to share the gospel because we are
afraid of being judged by those around us. I was astonished when she said this
because this sister is bubbly, she's confident, she's had 14 baptisms, she was even a star college volleyball player in California before her mission for
crying out loud! She's the kind of person everybody and their dog wants to be!
And yet she says that she gets nervous about talking to people. Wow, I guess
even the great prophet Moses was too.
With that in mind, perhaps
I've hopefully turned the corner in my attitude towards myself. Anyone who
knows me well knows that I get down on myself a lot. Wish my companions and I
luck and prayers as we plunge ourselves into the middle of another transfer
here in Surrey, the place that is changing my life for the better! Love you
lots and have a great week!
Elder Maclean Samis